its really hot in my room right now

friend? or foe?
ive lost my understanding of what a friend is.
i can only hope.
I hope jessica is what i believe she is...in my heart.
she really is the closest friend ive ever had.....the only person ive ever truely loved.i hope i mean the same to her.
its hard to fully trust someones word because the fear of a different truth is salt on an open wound. more or so for others....but i would count that metaphor on myself as well.
i plan on asking this woman to marry me...........
but when is the right time?

hello again.

hello again world. i am mikeal.
redemption is beautiful.
this is my journal i suppose for myself.
i have many doubts that a single soul will ever take the time to read this,
but in case, maybe i can make a difference if somehow i die, and someone wants to know about me when its too late(which is exact in many cases of my own).
-mikeal